Sunday, October 2, 2011

Pretending to be strong.

I tried logging in like 3 - 4 times but blogger says something like I've got a wrong password. However finally it works after retyping it for the 5th time or 6th. Anyway this isn't the matter. I should be sleeping at this hour but I just can't have a proper one. I don't know what's got into me to make me feel so lonely. I felt like a loner. It's like, it's so empty. It's not like I'm thinking too much or rather my thoughts ran wild. Somehow things are just changing slowly in fact it's changing whenever the clock ticks. To me, it's like changing to the worst. I've got no idea why this is so but my feelings are really sensitive. I feel it coming. "Bored" is how I describe what I feel like it's changing. Oh well, I shall not judge just by my feelings but I'm really gonna just protect myself, my heart, just this last time. Like how I always say, "I wish I can be a mind-reader" yeah if only I can.

Alright that's enough.
Luckily there's this space here and thanks for this app. It really helps.

Yeah I shall sleep and try not to bother.
晚安,love.

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